My Sexuality?

      Sexuality.  Did you know sexuality is one of the biggest controversial issues today? It is. Everybody is so worried about what other people are. There are 5 different types of sexuality, that i personally know about: straight (everyone knows this one, where one sex is ONLY attracted to the opposite), Lesbian (where one female is attracted to another female), Gay (where one male is attracted to anohter male), Bisexual (where one sex is attracted to not only the opposite but the same), and Transgender ( i can really only explain this in an example: say your a man, you have all the body parts of a male, but inside you heart and soul, you feel as if you should have been born a woman).
      Personally, I'm bisexual. My mom knows it and most of my family knows it. Most people ask me how do I know I'm bisexual. My first thought is how did I not know? I mean seriously. Then I understood everybody was raised differently. My sexuality was always something I knew. It's the experience of embracing it. I tried denying it, but the harder I fought, the clearer I realized it. I accepted it. It took me awhile to come out and tell everyone else about it, cause I was so scared of losing famliy, and friends. And I did. I've learned to deal with it. And it was one of the best decisions I've ever made.
       But it's something you can't help. No matter what other people say or try to convince you, what you believe counts most. 
      If it's up to you, your probably thinking then why does everybody keep trying to convince you it's wrong. Most people do think its wrong, cause of the way they were raised. And most of it is the religion they were raised with. They say how God doesn't want you to be gay, or whatever sexuality you are. If that were true, then why does God say he will love us no matter what our sins are?
     Coming out of the closet or whatever term is used today is usually the most difficult, I have a lot of friends who have told me they are a sexuality other than straight but they won't come out because their afraid of how society will react. This is understandable. But once you come out, you will feel so free. And if you lose friends and family over your decision then maybe it was for the best. There are others out there like you that will care for you without you having to be something your not.
     I don't understand why people see not being straight such a drama. It's our choice. It's Love no matter who its with. True love will doesn't matter on your sexuality, but what your believe.