A Sun Rising

I wrote my feelings down one friday, and this is what I came up with. Sorry it goes from topic to topic.

This is the first morning I've seen the sun rise completely, and I'm only watching it from the west. I've stayed up all night to see this event, and it's beautiful. Isn't it amazing how something so natural, and simple can be so breathtaking? how simply watching the sun rise in symbolic meaning to beginning a new day, can change your mood so quickly and drastically. i feel born again unto this day. for i enjoy, I know it shalt not last but this one day. For tomorrow I shall miss what beauty it is.

Why is it that experiencing the sun rising gives inspiration to us. Inspiratioin to write, to sing, to dance, to live. not only does it inspire, it brings meaning. Meaning that we simply overlook. We overlook it due to the fact taht you have to appreciate, and actually look at something to comprehend it. To think about it deeply. Anyone, for instance, cna wake up and glance at the sun rising, but if you can sit down, breathe, and be captivated by the mixture of the colors, the glow the spreads out onto the city, with each passing second, and actually relax and see waht a difference it's made, then you truly understand the meaning. you didn't overlook it like some others. Pretty soon you'll feel a change in attitude, a change in thought, and a change in heart.

With all the stresses in todays world, we lose track of what is really important to us. I'm not just talking about our family, or friends, even though we lose track of them too. (lol) We never remember to think about our other side. The other side that wants to be creative, free, relaxed. It's completely natural to be blind to beauty that is laced in front of us everyday. We wouldn't be human if we didn't. haha. You know that statement "Your heart is as dark as your soul"? That's not true for anyone of us. I should know, I'm one of those people who hears this statement very often. But what people don't really understand is our souls are not dark, but pulled into the shadows of remembrance. I personally worry about everyone else around me, more than myself. This is a flaw of mine, but it makes people think that I don't care at all. Because I forget to take care of myself and how I feel, I had no idea how much it affected those around me, and how it affected my attitude and my perspective on things. People would call me dark, and how I have no soul because my emotions bottle up and go swirling around me. this happens to some of us as well. once we learn to correct and improve our flaws over time, we will all feel the beginning of a new day, and a new life. For we will be able to look at something and understand the true nature of it, and its purpose. Beauty and Inspiration come in many forms, ideas, and ways. But one way that will always be there for every person willing to understand a new meaning is by simply watching the sun rise. just remember to relax, breathe, and let beauty take its toll on our souls.